oh so dreamy!!

So- I've heard of weird pregnancy dreams before and how they can be quite strange, but wow! I did not expect that things would be like this!!
Last night, I had not one, but TWO strange dreams just last night! The first was one that Nick and I got engaged. See, I have the upmost faith in Nick to ask me in a fun and unique way that is sure to sweep me off my feet. I really don't think he'd EVER let me down in that department, or in the ring department, for that matter... afterall, it'll be on my finger as long as I live. Also, it should be noted that 95% of my day is spent thinking about Nick and Alexis... and how my life will be once she is here. :)

So, here it goes!! The first dream was about Nick proposing to me! I was at home just sitting there and Nick walks up to me, pulls out a ring and asks me to marry him. He doesn't get down on one knee. He doesn't do ANYTHING to make it memorable or special... and he does it just like it's no big deal- pulls out the ring box, asks me, then opens it.... and it's empty, then he reaches in his pocket and pulls out about 5 rings that are all on a keychain type of loop. He said I have to pick one that fits, so I do... When I put it on, he said, it's not the real ring because he wanted to make sure to get me one that fit my sausage fingers. *OH GOSH!! So my pregnant symptoms have now taken over my dreams!!* He just took all the romance and special out of it-- I was floored, but not necessarily in a good way, I guess! My dream ended when I told him that he'd have to ask again with the real ring. Poor guy!

Onto the next dream!!! I gave birth to Alexis and she was HUGE-- i mean, she looked like a 3 month old... I was so sad that I never got the experience of her being tiny. We get her home and then I keep forgetting about her!! I didn't want to feed her because every time I did, she aged like a month. I was making breakfast in the morning when I realized I had forgotten about her again, so I went in the nursery to find her perfectly happy in her bed. I was trying to find a specific outfit for her to wear that day, adn while searching, I guess I wasn't paying attention, AGAIN- and I managed to pile all her clothes on top of her. *What on EARTH is up with these dreams!?* At the end of that dream, I ended up having Nicholas come in and care for her because I kept forgetting all about her.

The last one worried me so much when I woke up. I know that I'll be a good mommy and I'll never forget about her, but that dream was just un REAL!!! I love Nicholas and even though Alexis isn't born yet, I love her so much, too!! I wake up every morning so excited to feel her move around! I am at full-term now, so it's just a waiting game until she gets here now! I am so excited to meet my lil princess! I never EVER thought I'd be where I am today... a year ago. There is nowhere I'd rather be though. I always make the best out of every situation and this baby, although she came at a time we thought was bad... is turning out to be perfect! There is no one I'd rather have a family with than Nick!!

On a side note, yesterday was Fathers Day! I got Nick a soon-to-be-a-daddy card and then we walked around Ikea and Home Depot, before heading over to his Uncle Danny's house and Ferrell's with my dad!! :) Such a wonderful day! I love Nick so much. He is going to be the best daddy around!! :)

til next time... :) go check out my other blog, http://www.uniquelychicweddings.blogspot.com/